Recently I’ve been feeling a lot more optimistic and full of life. I don’t really understand it completely, but the only thing that’s changed is that I met someone not long after Christmas.
She’s funny, down to earth, supportive, protective, witty, gentle and honest... the sort of person you wouldn’t expect to meet but hope that you will. I’m finding that I wasn’t ready, like meeting her was so unplanned that I didn’t have chance to adjust. But I think it’s the best way, to be generally surprised.
For a long time I’ve gotten so used to relying on myself and I’m now getting used to having someone there who takes the time to make sure I’m doing okay. I think it’s truly beautiful how the world works, I don’t believe in god, but if he’s listening... “Thanks”